Sunday, June 12, 2011
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Assalamualaikum and Hi there.
As if anyone there reading my blog.
So how's life been treating? mine? Pretty good. It just a lil bit boring since i dint have anything much to do during my first week of working life.
Yes you've heard it right( or saw it right? whatever) I’m a working lady now. Pretty lame huh? semakin tua. hehe.
Its been a week already and i must say everything has been falling accordingly. I love the environment because everything seems...... EQUAL. It just im quite blur about everything. I find every single acronym that they speak is like a language from another different planet. mereka cakap " biasalah baru lagi". i hate being "baru". Because being new means you have to go through those awkward phases of asking question, nodded and smile for something that you are absolutely clueless about.
but i'm grateful though. Everyone is so welcoming makes my heart keep smiling even i dont understand a thing. i hope everything will be fine. i just have to step away from my comfort zone. Start mingle with people. Start asking questions and start putting extra effort in everything.
i have to work hard, for my parent's sake. insyaAllah. tetapkan niat yang baik, insyaAllah perkara baik akan menyusul. Semoga Allah jauhkan diriku dari perasaan hasad dengki. aminnn..
sorry for the long ranting tonight.
thats all for now.
no more outfit post/pictures from me until further notice. ;p
ave a good night everyone! :))
Monday, May 23, 2011
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Saturday, May 14, 2011
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
soalan yang kerap di tanya sekarang.
sedih, happy, perasaan bercampur baur. tapi yang pasti saya sangatlah bersyukur sebab finally berjaya jugak habis belajar.
banyaknye belajar sepanjang 4 tahun ni.
dekat uni org baru kenal dunia, and same goes to me.
ive learn a lot. bila dah sampai hujung2 ni cam menyesal sket sebab banyaknye benda tak try dekat uitm ni. im not that active during my 4 years here.
org pon banyak yang jumpa. yang okay dan yang tak berapa okay. ehe
actually yang tak okay tu maybe something wrong with me kot. :)
so now, i wanna drama free life. but i know as soon as i step into this new journey, i might find someone that even worse that people in my university life. tapi i wanna try to handle it wisely.
tak macam masa zaman university ni, bila tak suka je, terhambur segale kutukan dalam hati ni. teruk betul. tapi usia mematangkan. cewahhh
sekarang honestly bila teringat balik masa dok mengutuk org dulu rase malu sket dekat diri sendiri. tak matang langsung. adeiiii.
kalau boleh nak elok terus dari rase benci orang or tak selesa dengan orang.
biarlah tak ada kawan sangat, asalkan hidup happy.
semoga semua org temui kebahagiaan yang dicari. amin.
Saturday, April 30, 2011
went for a dinner last two weeks.
it was quite awesome.
cant believe it has been four years already.
gonna miss uitm.
gonna start new life soon. cant wait.
wanna get away from all those negativity and start fresh.
im tired of all the dramas people always made.
wanna live a better life and i dont quite care if ill end up being alone.
because im a loner. and im more myself when im alone. and im happy. :)
so here a few pic from the dinner. more pic here.
i made a performance that day. so visit here for the video.
p/s: credit to mr. fauzi fatah for te pictures and video :)
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
hi there. havent write much lately. ive been super duper busy. but alhamdulillah, already presented my fyp project and will be graduating in a week. wohooo.
im so going to miss my university. living here. or growing up here to be exact, is the most crucial life-teaching experience i must say. it does help me to be more matured person. and help me to handle various type of people. good or bad.
friendship has become the subject lately, since we are not going to see each other for a while after this. so yeah, im gonna miss my friends. thank you for this 4 years :) kahwin jgn lupa jemput :)
but im excited to explore working life. oh cant wait. im a lil bit scared of the future actually. do i have have what it takes to be an engineer? only times will tell. as for now, im just going to enjoy my one-week-student life and a month-unemployed-life.
ill be sitting for my final's final exam tomorrow. entrepreneurship paper. *sigh* wish me luck guys cause i really need them.
or any of you has memorizing tips?
let me know :)
p/s: click here to know more about the skirt that i wear as in pics above :)
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Thursday, March 24, 2011
i wanna talk about backstabbers here.
i believe everyone has an experience dealing with this kind of person.
they claimed to be your friend but behind your back they been telling lies about you.
so how you're going to deal with this situation.?
i've been reading some tips recently and i wanna share with you guys :)
- Get away from these people as soon as possible and convince others not to associate with them. Just say that 'they aren't the best person to hang out with.' Take care if you choose to do that.
- Don't hesitate to ask questions. If somebody seems shady in any perspective, ask them about it but pay close attention to their answers. More often than not, they will try to pull one over you.
- There is a difference between friends and acquaintances. This means that even though he might be fun to talk at in classroom or at lunch, he might not be the kind of person you would like to hang out with after school.
- Don't rely on the backstabber for anything; even the tiniest of things. In this way, you will avoid situations where you owe him/her a favor. This technique takes patience, practice and goes completely against your better nature. The backstabber will get the hint and move on the next sucker/victim.
- Also do not tell them any secret that you want kept hidden, as they will tell it to another one of their "friends" the moment it will gain them something.
- Treat him/her like you would any other snake. Be polite when in his/her area but keep to the path, and maintain your distance.
- Make sure not to reduce to his level by saying untrue and bad things about him behind his back (this is a huge no-no!) as it will only spur him to action against you.
- Try to avoid revenge. This will create more problems. But if you simply have to get even, remember that the best revenge in this case would be hanging out with your best friends right in front of their face.
so i hope these will help!
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
happy birthday to my dear bf, fariz bukhori.
i love you. always have always will :)
may you have all the happiness in this world.
ill be here for in any condition.
no matter what happen.
love you and miss you :)
p/s: it has been 7 years since the last time i play violin.
so a lil bit off-pitch here and there. sorry :)
Monday, March 21, 2011
Sunday, March 20, 2011
it has been a while. i dont have much to write lately. my life has been revolved around my final year project which not even close to its finale moment. kinda depressing.
i havent have enough time to go out or even stay a bit while in ipoh. :(( and i dont even have a chance to even taste my mom's cooking last weekend. plus my teeth is in so much pain right now due to this @#$%#@ braces (T_T).
im a lil bit depressed right now. okay tipu! im under enormous amount of stress right now. have 2 more weeks to submit my technical paper and i dont even finish my experiment yet. can i just give up? or did i already have?
okay this final smester thingy is freakin exhausted. i need a rest. i mean a real good rest. i wanna go somewhere where nobody knows me. ALONE. im tired being around people. im tired communicating with people. i just wanna go somewhere with nice environment where i can finish at least one Nicholas Spark's novel. at least.! i need to go somewhere quiet or ill end up being crazy like people in my hometown. people in hospital bahagia to be exact. sigh.
tired of giving fake smiles. tired with people who thinks that they know me better than myself.
call me cocky but stop harassing me wit your useless words just because you're jealous. im done with it. be who you are is what they said. but please stop being "who you are" for a while and show some respect. okay, now im ranting.
and unfortunately for some reason fashion really bores me.
oh yes, despite all of this, there's a moment that makes me grinning all day. :) and im delusional since ;p
meeting this lovely fella. redza minhat. i think he's a brilliant actor. been a fan of his since pisau cukur. but i admire his mind more and how he write his opinion about something. sarcastic but true. i think i might be in love. ;p okay giving myself a bitchslap and now im back in reality *sigh*
Sunday, March 6, 2011
happy. that is what i feel right now. there's a lot of things to be grateful for in my life right now. thank you Allah for all the happiness. i am honestly very grateful for what i have right now.
im grateful for the family that i have who has been nothing but supportive through my entire life. especially my parents. thank you for your prayers and hard work in order raise me and made me the way i am . everything that i've done or will do is for you guys. insyaAllah ill repay your hard work and sacrifices soon. i love them so much :)
im grateful for having my bf by my side who always been there for me. through anything. thank you for all of your support and advices. and yes you are actually one of the reason for me to smile everyday. thank you for being super awesome and such a sporting bf during this 4 years and 9 months time. i love you so much. i long for the day when ill be "officially" yours. insyaAllah. may this relationship last forever, i love you fariz bukhori :)
im grateful for the friends that i have around me. thank you for constantly been there for me and always helping me when im in need. especially my 10 years bestfriend. you know who you are. not to forget to my university friends who always helping me in the academic and social department. im so grateful to Allah for the opportunity to be your friend. sorry for all the wrong deeds and may our friendship last forever :)
i hope tomorrow will be better than today, and if its not i hope ill have all the strength to fight and live my life the way it should be live. :)
and oh, i almost forgot. about the good news that ive told earlier. it has been official :) i've been offered a job at intel penang :) im excited but freaking out a lil bit. do i have what it takes to be an engineer? im not sure about that :( semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya :) and yeah i hope my fyp will be working according to plan.. fyp, please be good to me.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
i am super excited plus happy right now.
alhamdulillah things has been going on according to my plan. *except my fyp :(
and again alhamdulillah i also get that one thing i truly dream my whole life.
but it hasnt been officially yet.
ill share the good news once i get the official confirmation.
thank you Allah :)
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Sunday, February 13, 2011
all of these memories makes me appreciate her more.
i remember how she'll ride the old bike we used to have, everyday just to pick me up from kindergarten.
remember how she'll comfort whenever my dad scolded me for being naughty.
i love her dearly. she has been going through lots of painful moments i just wanna make her happy.
that is my priority right now.
everything that i've done is for my parent.
i just wanna shower them with happiness
i remember my dad will cook for me right after he scolded me or even tibai me with tali pinggang. haha
i guess he felt guilty at that time. :))
so i hope ill be graduating in time and got a job asap so i can pampered them with my salary. hehe. lets hope for the best :)
okay enough about that. let me tell you guys about my day.
i went to i love bazaar at subang parade today.
there were lots of online boutique open their booth there.
act my main purpose going there was to meet my fb/blogger friend shatirah shukri.
we've met once at hana tajima event last year. ive been reading her blog wayy before that event act. and i admire the way she mix and match her clothes. very cool. and she's super friendly too.
i also met the adorable ana.
she's super cute with very chic hairstyle. i buy a dress from her once. also been reading her blog.
and for me she has nice sense of style. and comel sgt die neh. i think everyone agree bout that.
and ive met the lovely suuwa chan.
and i loveeee her outfit so much.
how come these people know how to mix and match teir outfit so well? (T_T)
so overall it was a very nice weekend for. me and my friends going for karaoke after that and scream our lungs out. haha. it was super fun. oh we went to nandos for lunch today. this is act my first time eating there. (T_T) and honestly im not a big fan. maybe it doesnt suit my tongue kot.
and i didnt even finish my sidelines :(
okayla. i need my beauty sleep right now. . ehe. and i wish tomorrow will be better than today :))
insyaAllah. nite peeps.
tirah.suuwa. ana :)
Saturday, February 5, 2011
hi guys. help me clear my closet will you?hehe
do request more pictures if you're interested.
mail me: firstname.lastname@example.org
Friday, February 4, 2011
i am definitely a bundle person. aha. i love digging into bundle clothes cause you might find good stuff people. there is one new bundle in ipoh that i frequently visit for these past few months. MF Mart is located in silibin perak. so, for those who lives near that area do go to this store as they are selling cheap bundle stuff from japan! the dress that i wore above, i got it for only rm10 :)
my mid sem break is finally come to its end.. have to go back to shah alam tomorrow with enormous assignment to finish. i havent done any of them yet. and im currently having heavy flu :( i dont wanna go back to shah alam. hate my final sem. :(
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
okay saya mmg suka tgkp gambar sendiri
mood: vain :)
hi guys :) so how life's treatin lately? mine is quite good. filled with lots of new wonderful experience. i went for a job interview in penang last monday. it wasnt end up that well for me. the interviewer was asking few questions that i find very difficult. i end up babbling about something that wasnt really related to the questions. haha. but its okay. rezeki ada di mana-mana. dont feel so disappointed right. at least i gained new experience.
okay, im not an expert myself when it comes to fashion or mix and match.
but what im trying to say that you can wear your shirt differently. :)
try to mix and match your clothes cause who knows you might look good.
p/s: happy chinese new year!!
Saturday, January 29, 2011
went to look out poin ampang and the scenery was breathtaking.
seriously but the food was so-so.
didnt have much time to write more.
i need to study for my interview this coming monday.
wish me luck guys. i really need it.
have a nice cny holiday :)
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Friday, January 21, 2011
semakin lama semakin banyak pengalaman di kutip
semakin tahu bagaimana mahu handle sesetengah gelagat manusia.
tapi ak juga semakin berubah
sarcatism menjadi biase bgku. ak makin tidak selesa. sesetengah gelagat menyakitkan mata.
ak tau kamu dan kamu juga tak selesa tapi maaf mungkin ini ak sebenarnya.
mungkin kamu perlu belajar menerima sepertimana ak menerima kekurangan kamu.
tak mampu lg berpurapura. bukan kerna tidak ade rase kasih atau respect terhadap kamu dan kamu, cuma mungkin chemistry antara kita semakin pudar. :)
atau mungkin juga ak yang terlalu emosi.
ak lebih suka sendirian.
sehari menatap skrin laptop tapi ak tak rase ape2.
daripada berhadapan situasi awkward atau yang menyesakkan kepala.
ak lebih suka ditinggal sendri.. :))
Saturday, January 15, 2011
okay. let me warn you. this is my veryyyy FIRST TIME making vlog or tutorial.
so sorry if i look lost, stupid or anything. please forgive me for any weaknesses in this video. grammatical error for example :(
i'm still learning and trying to improve my english.
so, selamat mencuba and good luck :))
here is the link for hana tajima tutorial.
it is basically the same since i also learn from her tutorial.
click ---> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yGYCeFIFM4s&p=568A0433CF0150CB&playnext=1&index=13
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
its a red day today people. thanks to kenny rogers for throwing this kind of event/offer.
so me and my 10-years bestfriend nena went to kenny rogers today.
and as expected when we reach PAS's kenny rogers there's a long line of people que-ing outside the restaurant waiting for tables.
lucky for us by the time we reach there lots of people was already finish their meal. so we dont have to wait that long.
so we order the offer set which is quarter meal but unfortunately we cannot choose our side dishes as usual. we have baked beans, mashed potato and coslow as our side dishes and also vanilla muffins. i always love kenny rogers vanilla muffins. in fact i loveee their muffins more than any delicious cupcakes in this world. okay, over plak. hehe.
so we walked out stomach-full with only small bill to pay. :)) thanks kenny rogers!