Thursday, May 23, 2013

hey ho!

There are a lot of things I wanna say, but I don't quite know how to put them in words. many things happen for the past few years. and many weight has been gained these past few months as well. haha. well, for a start I'm engaged last December! to my long time boyfriend since 18 years old. Alhamdulillah, everything went well. i fell so grateful to have him. cliche but true.

Life's full with ups and downs. I'm trying to enjoy every minute of it. even in difficult time I guess. It just quite difficult to stay positive sometime. I think I need to learn to be grateful. I'm grateful now but honestly I dont think I'm grateful enough. :(

so, whats new? hmm let see. I'm going to Costa Rica soon for almost a year. Quite excited but there is a slight fear i feel inside. this is the first time I'll be this far away from family. and my fiance of course. we have been in LDR for quite sometime now but the distance.. well not this long. hehe. but insyaAllah if its meant to be it will meant to be right.

I really need this trip actually. I need to learn to appreciate everything I have in life. I believe this trip will teach me more about life. how to survive without your loved one by your side.. and maybe improve my cooking skills as well :P I hope I come back a better person. inside out.. physically and spiritually.I really need to improve my working skills and this is just what I need. and I couldn't be more grateful. :)

just random pictures from my picture folder :)

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

twisted mind of mine

few hours ago i was so dissapointed with i have in life. i hate my life i hate my job and i even determined to start blogging again just to complain how pathetic my life was. all of this negative vibes takes over me just because i got scold for making a mistake. pretty stupid huh. but living in a stressfull life for almost a year (been working exactly for a year today. yay or nayy? -_-' )can lead to mixed up emotions and behaviours.

but yeah, after full stomach with spicy delicious pecel lele, enormous laugh thanks to running man (and my new addiction park jisung <3) and also endless drama of gossip "boring" girls, i manage to turn my mood around. and well figure out some thoughts. at first i was thinking, like realllyyyy want to figure out what excuses i should make in the meeting tomorrow so i dont have to face any of those harsh comment again but then it just hit me. yes i made a mistakes but what can i do to fix or at least make a good effort from that mistakes. so i dig deep, i manage to find another important findings regarding the issues, which will never being found if i didnt make the mistake anyway. so screw you harsh commentor.

i mean not all mistakes are bad  for you. so what i wanna say is facing difficult life or situation might boiling up your anger messing up with your heads but it wont be forever you see. YOU DECIDE HOW YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE. i choose to live in a pretty miserable life this one year. i choose not to be happy. i choose to not feel grateful for what i have. i choose to take my job so freakin seriously and mixed up everything with my personal life. and i dont wanna be like this anymore. well i cant promise not to feel depress or misbehave. hihi. because it will be impossible!but i will try to be better. maybe by starting to blog again :P i was thinking to blog about food since im a eater. i lovee food. but yeah we'll see how long this motivated version of Ayuni going to last. though i have to admit im not good at blogging, im always short of words. i dont know how to be funny i dont know how to be interesting. but who cares. i do this for me, my own satisfaction not others.and ill promise myself to be as honest as i can. so till my next ranting which i hope to be soon.

i wish to have this soon. the last thing to cross off my student's life wishlist. pray for me? :)

Sunday, June 12, 2011

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Tuesday, June 7, 2011

oh working life

Assalamualaikum and Hi there.
As if anyone there reading my blog.
So how's life been treating? mine? Pretty good. It just a lil bit boring since i dint have anything much to do during my first week of working life.
Yes you've heard it right( or saw it right? whatever) I’m a working lady now. Pretty lame huh? semakin tua. hehe.
Its been a week already and i must say everything has been falling accordingly. I love the environment because everything seems...... EQUAL. It just im quite blur about everything. I find every single acronym that they speak is like a language from another different planet. mereka cakap " biasalah baru lagi". i hate being "baru". Because being new means you have to go through those awkward phases of asking question, nodded and smile for something that you are absolutely clueless about.
but i'm grateful though. Everyone is so welcoming makes my heart keep smiling even i dont understand a thing. i hope everything will be fine. i just have to step away from my comfort zone. Start mingle with people. Start asking questions and start putting extra effort in everything.
i have to work hard, for my parent's sake. insyaAllah. tetapkan niat yang baik, insyaAllah perkara baik akan menyusul. Semoga Allah jauhkan diriku dari perasaan hasad dengki. aminnn..

so have you heard about prema yin video.? what an issue right. okay i'm not going to talk about the video . but about a commentor at the director's page. there's a lady who has been very protective of him. defending every single action that the director has made. good or bad. i dont really care bout that since everyone has the right to support or hate another human being. but i am pissed off when she condemmed Malaysia grads. i dont even know how the video and Msia grads are even related. what's wrong with Msia Grads anyway. she claimed to be an Ivy League grads. So what? it doesnt mean that she can just say or even claimed the she is better than anyone else. so yes you're graduated from an excellent reputation school but still you're working here, in Malaysia. so maybe instead of insulting msia grads or even people who work for local firm and government maybe you should just zip your mouth shut. :/

sorry for the long ranting tonight.
thats all for now.
no more outfit post/pictures from me until further notice. ;p
ave a good night everyone! :))

Monday, May 23, 2011


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Saturday, May 14, 2011

one of my favourite actor.
RIP heath ledger ;(

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts

what a nice song :)