HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR FRIEND AISYAH NADIAH WHO TURN 21 LAST SATURDAY~ MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS. ANDD.. MAY YOU GET WHAT U WANT. ;)

WHATEVER YOU SAID..
IM NOT AFRAID!!

tiadakaitan: saya sangat happy~ tolonglah kegembiraan ni berterusan..=)

EXAM MODE!!

p/s: wish me luck..

TIADAKAITAN: sedikit sebanyak aku merasa kesakitannya~

lalalalaalalala~

bintang 14 hari-kangen band =p

14 hari ku mencari dirimu
Untuk menanyakan dimanakah dirimu
14 hari ku datangi rumahmu
Agar engkau tahu tertatihku menunggumu

Aku kangen sama kamu
Apa kamu udah gak sayang aku

Maafkanlah aku lari dari kenyataan
Bukan karena aku tak punyai rasa sayang
Maafkanlah aku mencoba tuk berlari
Karena satu hati engkau pasti kan mengerti

* kamu pacar terbaikku
Walau hanya sekejab di hatiku

Reff:
Mengapa hanya sekejab saja
Ku merasakan indahnya dengan dirimu
Mengapa hanya untaian kata
Ku rasa tiada sempurna cerita cinta kita

*girl part
*boy part

Y.o.U

fariz.. sorry for everything that happen lately..
u once said that u know nothing bout me anymore..
juz know this..
that i'll LOVE you so much in every way..FOREVER..and ALWAYS..
just remember that.

yeah ryte~

as i said earlier in my previous post.. im goin to leave my lappy back home.. not true~ hahaha.. so.. i m having first paper on monday.. tapi today dah rabu, and i asyik on9 .. so i decided to leave this precious lappy to my future sis in law, nonie.. haha.. thanks nonie.. so no more on9ing for me~~ just studying from now on.. i guess i wont be updating my blog in a while~ asta lavista people!! =p

WISH ME LUCK FOR FINALS!!!

there's a friend of mine yang nak tgk gue pakai tudung biase.. tak penah tgk die ckp.. here it goes.. tp act this one selendang cume care pemakaiannye seperti tudung biase..
p/s:tak mcm nenek pon ek!!! =p

dup dap dup dap

BILEKAH DUP DAP DUP DAP INI AKAN BERHENTI..
SOON I HOPE..
SO I CAN BE NORMAL AGAIN.. YEAHHH!!
AND I'LL BE THE ONE WHO WILL MAKE IT STOP
*semangat ayunie..chaiyok*

p/s: its not that i want my heart beating to stop..jgn salah paham.. gue mahu terus hidup..hahaha.

bainun oh bainun..

kenape saya malas studyyy.. keranaaa sayaaa malas.. haha.. i dont even know what to write.. i miss my friends.. i miss my school lifee.. so bad.. bainun.. i miss you. of course i miss bainun, ive been there since i wuz form 1.. i miss my dormate in f1.. best abes.. nadea.. annes.. nabilah andddd not to forget KAK CHIEPAHHHH.. haha.. annes, nadea.. dont you guys miss her? i bet nabilah miss her MUCH!! hahaha..

oh.. school life is the best.. me and my besties sumenye jiwa kental duluuuu.. no boys allowed.. cehh.. skang sume dah ade bf.. trus lembik cam gel.. including me i guess.. haha.. i wish i hav that same old feelin i used to hav during high school.. dulu, boys will neva stands our way.. skarang boys can make us cam nak gile and worst can make us cry.. haha

i guess people change.. everythings change. we juz hav to adapt kot.. we have to......

....

AKU TIDAK MAHU LAGI MELAYAN PERASAAN INI..
CUKUP SAMPAI DISINI~
BIARKAN IA PERGi~~

*lagu ungu, cinta dalam hati bekumandang.. uwaa.. apsal aku sedih sgt ni(T_T)*

HAPPY 34TH MONTHS ANNIV SAYANG..
I LOVE YOU.. I KNOW I DO~

well~

act i'm supposed to stay in ipoh for the whole weekend but unfortunately one of my relative,abg mail got sick.. i mean really2 sick.. he's having a prob with both of his heart and his lungs. i feel so sorry for him.. cant imagine if anything eva happen to him.. he is such a good person..really2 good person.. he and his wife help me a lot in shah alam.. i hope he will be much better soon~ i really hope so..

kepalaku sgt penin skarang.. i dont even know what to think what to feel. im blurrr~ i dont even know what im doing.. i feel so stupid right now.. i wanna turn back time.. wanna go back where i dont have this feeling that haunting me.. i wanna be normal again.

what should i do to make this go away? (T_T)

be strong!

oh.. before i forgot..
for a friend of mine who i cant mention her name here..
juz hang in there and be strong...
everything happen for a reason..
juz hav ur patient and you're going to be just fine.
otho we are not that close, but alwiz be here for you babe..=p

saye sudah bersedia! yeah..

haha,.. dont be fooled by the title.. it juz me having positive attitude. gosh.. i cant believe this sem is almost over.. im sooo not prepare for my finals.. im taking 5 subject this sem.. and unfortunately all the subject belongs in the highest difficulty range. damn.. im taking short course diz sem.. i mean maybe~ i donno.. i want to hav that bloody short sem so i wont be suffering for next sem.. but taking short sem means that i wont be able to see mydent slalu~ but mydent encouraging me to take the short sem.. so how? im definately feelin kinda blur with everything.. juz finish my test yesterday.. and i must say.. it wuz kinda good ending.. haha.. i miss ipoh so much.. i miss my mom's kailan ikan masin.. haha.. well.. im going back tomorrow.. thanks to my classmate for willin to buy me a bus ticket in last minute.. really appreciate that.. yeahh... *lagu balik kampung berkumandang*

and oh.. miss my frz bukhori so much too.. word cant describe.. you are all im thinking about. makan ingat. ngah melepak ingat. nak tido pon ingat.. siap masuk mimpi lagi.. haha.. love you fariz~

p/s: ill be leaving my laptop at home for the rest of exam weeks. so, no more online for me..(T_T)

peace!=)

confession of a girl to a boy =)

hey you,

before this,im a girl who care too much about what other people think of me.. do they like me.. what they think bout my appearance, yeahh.. i noe its kinda lame.. but i just can help it..i alwiz wanna look the best in front of everybody and i admit, mmg pressure..

but now evrything has change.. i dont even care anymore what people say about me.. honestly i dont give a damn.. as long a you have nice thought about me which i noe you do.. and for me its more than enough.

you thought me lots of things.. u make me love myself more. u help me build my confident back. and youll alwiz there when i wuz ranting about my face and all.. thanks sayang..

i dont even know what is the purpose of writing ths post.. i juz feel so grateful having you. to be with you..after evrything that we hav been thru.. all the pain, the smile you put on my face.. its all worth it..

you are the only one for me.. and this my thank list for you..

• thanks for alwiz be there for me frz.. appreciate it so much
• thanks for alwiz try to make me happy..
• thank you for ur patient.. i noe i can be so difficult to handle sometime.
• thanks for staying with me although i give you many reasons not to do so.hehe
• thank you so much for not giving up to get my parent approval.. and yeah.. they do now!!
• thank you for having me in your life..
• thank you for loving me
• thank you for EVERYTHING..
  

i never feel like this about anyone.. i love you so deep.. no one can take that away.. not even the most handsome prince in this world.. or the richest bachelor alive.. only you will get my attention.. only you that i want..

I LOVE YOU..

p/s: sesape yang terase annoy bace this post.. sorry~ huhu..juz cant help it..

my all time favourite~

haritu baru dgr balik lagu ni kat laptop leen..dah lama gle tak dgr~ i love this song!! sangat best~here are the lyric..

jesse mccartney
just so you know..

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

sape yang tak dgr lg lagu ni.. pg cari!! haha

major?

i hav this presentation today.. programming course.. they asked us to do a program about anything.. so we decided to do a program about selling movies ticket.. we hav our own cinema anyway.. haha.CINEMA PLANET..

overall oyr presentation is ok..we manage to answer all the question that he asked.. phuhhh~~ but still i think im not goin to do well on this subject~my last two test wuz a disaster.. and saye hanya berserah~

before this im thinking of taking major in computer but i guess computer or prgramming isnt really my thing~ confused with evrything~ but still got final to go through.. hope im abe to get 3.0 pointer and above this sem~ insyaAllah.. pray for me everyone!!p/s: i want him ryte here ryte now.. coz im soooo stressed out!!

apekah itu vintage?

im buying this new dress from on9 shopping again.. its a vintage blog sellin vintage clothes~ haha..i get this blue dress that not so vintage for me.. haha..but whatever it is.. i love you my baju baru!! will upload the pic later~

p/s: abah.. i need a pair of oxford shoe pliz.. hehe[mcm abah bace je kan ?.haha]

buy this for me.... anyone?=)

dah lame tak update... been busy lately.. with test, and all otha stuff.. kinda depressed with all my test yang sgt disaster.. and im taking short couse diz sem.. rase cam kepenatan takkan berakhir.. but yeah~ maybe sumenye ade hiikmahnye??erk..
dun even know what to write so i juz upload few pic of me during my faculty dinner..=)