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let's stab the backstabber

hello.
i wanna talk about backstabbers here.
i believe everyone has an experience dealing with this kind of person.
they claimed to be your friend but behind your back they been telling lies about you.
so how you're going to deal with this situation.?
i've been reading some tips recently and i wanna share with you guys :)

• Get away from these people as soon as possible and convince others not to associate with them. Just say that 'they aren't the best person to hang out with.' Take care if you choose to do that.

• Don't hesitate to ask questions. If somebody seems shady in any perspective, ask them about it but pay close attention to their answers. More often than not, they will try to pull one over you.

• There is a difference between friends and acquaintances. This means that even though he might be fun to talk at in classroom or at lunch, he might not be the kind of person you would like to hang out with after school.

• Don't rely on the backstabber for anything; even the tiniest of things. In this way, you will avoid situations where you owe him/her a favor. This technique takes patience, practice and goes completely against your better nature. The backstabber will get the hint and move on the next sucker/victim.

• Also do not tell them any secret that you want kept hidden, as they will tell it to another one of their "friends" the moment it will gain them something.

• Treat him/her like you would any other snake. Be polite when in his/her area but keep to the path, and maintain your distance.

• Make sure not to reduce to his level by saying untrue and bad things about him behind his back (this is a huge no-no!) as it will only spur him to action against you.

• Try to avoid revenge. This will create more problems. But if you simply have to get even, remember that the best revenge in this case would be hanging out with your best friends right in front of their face.

read more here :)
so i hope these will help!

oh please

grow up will you.

you're 23 not 2.

being overly sensitive about small thing is not cute.

but ANNOYING.

mydent's birthday

happy birthday to my dear bf, fariz bukhori.
i love you. always have always will :)
may you have all the happiness in this world.
ill be here for in any condition.
no matter what happen.
love you and miss you :)

p/s: it has been 7 years since the last time i play violin.
so a lil bit off-pitch here and there. sorry :)

you're constantly getting on my nerves.

and what did I do?

SMILE!




It will end soon enough.

i think im falling in love with u..

Oh wait, im delusional..
AGAIN.

twisted

oh hello hello.
it has been a while. i dont have much to write lately. my life has been revolved around my final year project which not even close to its finale moment. kinda depressing.
i havent have enough time to go out or even stay a bit while in ipoh. :(( and i dont even have a chance to even taste my mom's cooking last weekend. plus my teeth is in so much pain right now due to this @#$%#@ braces (T_T).
im a lil bit depressed right now. okay tipu! im under enormous amount of stress right now. have 2 more weeks to submit my technical paper and i dont even finish my experiment yet. can i just give up? or did i already have?
okay this final smester thingy is freakin exhausted. i need a rest. i mean a real good rest. i wanna go somewhere where nobody knows me. ALONE. im tired being around people. im tired communicating with people. i just wanna go somewhere with nice environment where i can finish at least one Nicholas Spark's novel. at least.! i need to go somewhere quiet or ill end up being crazy like people in my hometown. people in hospital bahagia to be exact. sigh.
tired of giving fake smiles. tired with people who thinks that they know me better than myself.
call me cocky but stop harassing me wit your useless words just because you're jealous. im done with it. be who you are is what they said. but please stop being "who you are" for a while and show some respect. okay, now im ranting.

and unfortunately for some reason fashion really bores me.

oh yes, despite all of this, there's a moment that makes me grinning all day. :) and im delusional since ;p

meeting this lovely fella. redza minhat. i think he's a brilliant actor. been a fan of his since pisau cukur. but i admire his mind more and how he write his opinion about something. sarcastic but true. i think i might be in love. ;p okay giving myself a bitchslap and now im back in reality *sigh*

happy is my middle name :)

the most important people in my life :)

happy. that is what i feel right now. there's a lot of things to be grateful for in my life right now. thank you Allah for all the happiness. i am honestly very grateful for what i have right now.

im grateful for the family that i have who has been nothing but supportive through my entire life. especially my parents. thank you for your prayers and hard work in order raise me and made me the way i am . everything that i've done or will do is for you guys. insyaAllah ill repay your hard work and sacrifices soon. i love them so much :)

im grateful for having my bf by my side who always been there for me. through anything. thank you for all of your support and advices. and yes you are actually one of the reason for me to smile everyday. thank you for being super awesome and such a sporting bf during this 4 years and 9 months time. i love you so much. i long for the day when ill be "officially" yours. insyaAllah. may this relationship last forever, i love you fariz bukhori :)

im grateful for the friends that i have around me. thank you for constantly been there for me and always helping me when im in need. especially my 10 years bestfriend. you know who you are. not to forget to my university friends who always helping me in the academic and social department. im so grateful to Allah for the opportunity to be your friend. sorry for all the wrong deeds and may our friendship last forever :)

i hope tomorrow will be better than today, and if its not i hope ill have all the strength to fight and live my life the way it should be live. :)

and oh, i almost forgot. about the good news that ive told earlier. it has been official :) i've been offered a job at intel penang :) im excited but freaking out a lil bit. do i have what it takes to be an engineer? im not sure about that :( semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya :) and yeah i hope my fyp will be working according to plan.. fyp, please be good to me.